Exam mood

Now, less than one week the exam is around the corner.
Today i loss my confident again...haiz half mark to pass..
Still lazying...lazy to start the revision..
To do list:
1. Grab the concept of bending moment and shear stress in geometric
2. Enable myself to do simple volume-for-solid-by-integration -of -function questions
3. Memorize as many things as i can for material and processes stuff
4. Make sure i eat well enough so that my brain can stimulate and memorize well

haha..what else? for cep model...honestly i am dissapointed
Anyway it is very soon enough the hour of final battle comes
Just have to grab everything tight, stressed it in my brain and let go after exam and play HARD~!
To do list:
1. Finish my final fantasy 12 which abadoned almost half year
2. Replay sangoku no musou and basara
3. get a new laptop and psp
4. eat alots
5. sleep alots

Good luck ;p

不能说的秘密

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

*translated*;p

you said giving up a love to a further journey,

so why we have to change the time we ve missed

Your fingertip stops me from saying goodbye

I lost the distance between you and me,

when everytime i am thinking of you

you said giving up a love to a further journey

maybe the destiny determined only the meet of of us without proceed

letting us being together only during the atumn

when it is end it is like the pieces of atumn leaves

hard for me to pick

(lousy translation)

Yup my friends. You should leave it behind to proceed.

What is more important to a person

is what his/her destination of life

what is for me?

actually i like art more than science

i like to create thing emotionally rather than scientific things

like music like drawings

But what to do

to satisfy both my parents and future need

i proceed things opposed to my dream

So i have to choose to proceed without dream

I have to, to a further joutney.

Haiz haiz haiz...

Today is a big day for me
Material test and presentation
I forgot to calculate life time with rpm...!
haiz haiz haiz...others problem i was not confident too
what i was learnt from 2a.m. only 20% came out on the test..!
haiz haiz haiz...(i just go through composite but it worth 10 marks!)

I hate presentation.. i willing to study 100 hundred time of material rather than a presentation..
haiz haiz...i think my slide shitted my talking shitted everything piece of shit
haiz haiz haiz...

But i can have a nice sleep later ;P
EM1 test 2 is day after 2moro again, i have to headache again...haiz

1-11-08

A day after halloween..i wan to trick ppl
Today my family came to kuching...unfortunately indeed i forgot to bring my handphone
So i miss the chance to meet with them
(They say they went for dinner outside....*sob*i only eat cold bread today)
I tell my father that i got -marks in my test this time through phone, his voice heard like very happy...wowo i ve worked very hard this time and i deserved my marks now...so to make him happy again i have to work hard again *sob*
Just came back from modelling-->very tired-->felt like want to faint haha
but haven complete yet*sob*
Haiz....when will my summer come?

Anyone there?