Death

Today is not a good day as i wished for it yesterday

I heard news from home that my dearly old dog died

He is almost 7 to 8 years living with us...it is very long for a dog

I know he will leave us sooner or later

because since the last time i saw him

he is so weak...and sicked

he could not eat solid food anymore, but he drink a lot of water

like he was long for water many days

he used to be a very strong dog

and now he pretend to be

i think he did'nt want us to worry him

"i will be fine..see, i still want to live, as long as i can"

this is what i can feel from him

i really very very proud of him

i wish he can be there forever with us

but life is short enough for us to be together

but my love and care will be forever with you

Boboy...i miss you..

it is raining out there..

i cried

*Today i went for a movie before i heard the sad news

since today is lady day

"accuracy of death/sweet rain"

a japanese movie by takehashi kaneshiro

the storyline is quite unique

and it is a warm life story

i am emotional because i watched it before i heard the news

maybe someone want me to accept 'death is not a scary and sad thing, it is not special afterall'

maybe someone want me to assume Boboy's death is just another journey or conclusion

i sent my deepest wish to Boboy for another good start if there is

"Life is not special like what a sun is, but, it is very, indeed important to us"

Today..

I wake up at 8 morning, and my sister rang the door bell

she broke the lock

then i go to campus from 9 to 8pm

my mom called

i cant remember the last call she gave

long day huh...

doing my math homework

sleepy during classes

eat foochow mee for dinner

now worrying about tons of reports

end of my day today

i still alone until today

the country spirit(drama) finished today

mamak..tamu...i miss u *muack*

suddenly i miss all of my passed away pets

i hope i can see u all afterworld

i wish for a better tomorrow

Why fosssil fuel burner

My first time as blogger..
since i was a kid i heard this stuff many lots of times
now my turn becoming a blogger (sakai)

i read through many blogs
many of them touched about "why they are here in this world and what for"
i also curious about it
bt i found somethin interesting
once in this earth there were more plant than animal
they produced oxygen and consumed carbon dioxyde
as a result
too many oxygen and less CO2
GAIA (universe) created more animal
but there is too much fossil after that ( i forgot what is the disadvantage)
so she create human to burn the fossils
another problems: human pay less respect to environment and too much of human activities
she create viruses again to limit human population
etc...that's what i can recall from what i read from a book
(Gaia hyphothesis: James Lovelock)

I appology for any of the errors i ve made in the phrase above ( after all i am not a pro scientist XD)

Ok, back to me:
since i am physically and mentally exist in this world, i will just be myself be a part of this world, as what a cell does in an organism

who am i?
instead of talking about me, let talk about my interest:
i love cars speed and drift extremely XP (dream cars: mazda rx7 or 8; nissan skyline GT-R; maybe a porche or lamborghini) i know it will forever be a dream

i can draw...i admit i can draw quite well..it has been a long time not touching manga anime stuff

i love cute animal~ cat dog panda tiger lion peguin etc....especially cat!

i cannot speak and write extremely good english sorry for that

i oso don expect someone who will read my blog..i write for fun

its time for the homework elimination! (too lazy to start, sometime too hard to give up if stimulated)